CHAPTER :
Family
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Arianna Tavlarides   —   8 years ago

Hey! It's Ari! I assume someone made this thread and just never wrote a passage for it, so I guess I'll just take the wheel then(I sincerely apologize to the one who made this thread and had planned to write in it. I really didn't know and if you want to mentally punch or salt and burn me then please do cause I deserve it!).

Family.

It's something that everyone in this world has, but you have to think. How far would you go for Family?? We all obviously know how far the Winchesters would go. There's nothing that could stand between them. The many times that both the Winchester boys have sacrificed themselves for one another. It's the number one reason why I love and adore the show so much. The type of love that they hold for eachother. The need to make sure that the only other family member they have left is alright. I love my family, but they have their moments. In all honesty, I don't think I'd go to far for them. I'd either give up, or I'd try my hardest and it would still never be enough. I don't have a great relationship with my Father. I don't even want to mention my Grandmother. My Mom just doesn't understand me, and my little siblings.....well.....that is kind of self explanatory(especially if any you who are reading this, have little siblings yourself). Don't get me wrong, I love and care for my family very much, but what do you do when your family seem/feel like distant relatives rather than your immediate blood?? I guess blood really doesn't always mean family does it.

I have come to the conclusion, that my family really isn't like the typical families you'd see normally. We don't go to family reunions. Everyone else in our distant family don't like us and don't care to talk or acknowledge us. I haven't seen my cousins(my Father's, Sister's children) in two years. Even then my cousins didn't pay much attention to us when we visited them last. I wish I had someone in my family to be as close as how Sam and Dean are. They have each other's backs. They mostly trust one another 100% of the time. I barely trust anyone even 5% of the time. There is no one in my life whom I trust fully and completely and yet Sam and Dean rely on each other regardless of what comes between them. Even with you two, Jensen and Jared. You two have such a close-nit bond and relationship. You aren't blood, but you're still brothers. I wish I had a friend whom I could call my brother or sister. I wish I had someone whom I knew had my back and I had theirs. That is what family really is. Putting yourself fully and completely out there for the ones you care about. Having their backs and helping/healing them through any situation. That's what "Supernatural" has taught me about family. Then again, you can't give up on family. You never give up on family. So I guess I'll have to just keep rolling with the punches....

(The last few lines I said, it means something. Let's see if you can understand it....:)

Love Sincerely,
Ari

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