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Only thing that stayed normal in my life was supernatural
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Holly Osborne   —   8 years ago

My cousin got me watching supernatural when it premiered an i fell in love. It was my favorite show to watch i loved it more then smallville. I started dating my this guy he was my first real boyfriend. I moved in with him very fast but i still had my show. After six months of dating he got very abusive. I didnt really know what to do so i stayed because he promised never to do it again but that was a lie it took me six more months to finally leave. A month after i left i started to get sick an coughing up blood i went to the hospital an they told me it was normal to cough up blood with a cold so they sent me home later that night i went to a different hospital after they did an Xray they freaked out an told me they couldn't believe that other hospital sent me home. The last thing i remember is them telling me i had to have surgery about 15 minutes later my left lung collapsed. I was in a coma for 3 weeks they told my family to say their goodbyes a few times because they said they didn't think i was gonna make it. It took them a few weeks to figure out what caused everything. I had MRSA its a staff infection but it attacked my lungs i had two lung surgeries an then they had to remove part of my left lung and a piece of my rib on my left side after all that i spent 69 days in ICU i had my mom turn supernatural on because i missed 3 months of it an thats all i could do was watch tv because i couldn't walk. I had to learn how to walk all over again. I spent almost a year in the hospital. . Had a doctor tell me i wasn't gonna make it to 30. All this stuff happened to me when i was 19 I'm now 28 im on oxygen i don't really go out anymore i don't hang out with my old friends because all they do is party an i know i can't because i have to wear oxygen an im young an i hate having people staring at me so my life is home watching supernatural an tv. I get depressed a lot of the time but i kno their are people out there who have it worse then i do. I think it just so great how Jared did the Always Keep Fighting campaign. Because its helped me a lot an i wanna say thank you so much for everything you have done to help everyone that's had problems with depression or addiction or been abused. Jared You are one special person.

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