When I first discovered Supernatural, I was about eleven. But at that age, I was afraid of a lot of things like most kids are. So the first time I ever watched Supernatural, it was only brief. It wasn't until I fell into depression in 2012 that I would just sit in front of a TV for hours and hours on end without even flinching. Growing up I was always going, I never stopped. But once everything hit me at once I felt alone, and absolutely useless. When I was approximately fourteen I was told how great of a show it was, and how I should watch it. So I eventually caved in, and I sat there and watched about two episodes and I loved it. It wasn't even a whole Summer that went by before I finished every single season, and episode that was displayed on Netflix. I was at the point where I didn't feel comfortable leaving my own room to be around family, so I binge watched my new favorite show until they were all gone. It was like an emptiness when I pressed play on that final episode. All throughout the time I watched it, I also researched things about it because I just had this urge to know more. I spent hours on days looking things up online about Jensen and Jared, trying to get to know more about them. When I first started watching it, I automatically fell in love with Dean. I mean, everything about him was absolutely perfect in my eyes. But as time passed, I also realized how amazing Sam is. Once the show progressed, and I got into more and more by each episode I pressed play on, I realized that there was something truly special about both of those men, and all I could think was: I wish I knew this boys in my every day life.

It wasn't long before I felt like I was actually something to them. Between the tweets they would post saying how much they loved their support, and how much each fan meant to them, to the way they treated people. They treat them like there is a reason for them to be alive, and that's one of the many things I love about this boys. There are so many "famous" people out there who will say they treat people like they should, but the difference between them, and Jensen and Jared you ask? They proved it. They continue to prove it in their every day life. They know how much their fans love what they do, and yet they wake up every day to go back and film the show to keep us happy. They've been nothing but loyal to all of their fans, and the fans should also continue to do the same.

People will tell me all the time that the boys don't care, they'll never know I even exist. And if they never actually point it out and say, "Hey Randi, I see you, I know you're there," that's completely fine. Because I'm not a fan only part time to try and get their attention. I'm a fan because of what they've personally done in my life through out each and every season they have aired. I'm a fan because they have showed their true colors which are nothing but beautiful in my eyes. They have truly given me multiply reasons to survive. And even though it might not seem like much to some people, on the worse days, just thinking about all these things can completely save me from what my mind is telling me, and making me think. If I'd ever get the chance to meet them, I would hug them until I was made to let go, and I'd thank them for saving me, because I wasn't strong enough to do that alone.

Supernatural was my great escape from the world. It's like an addiction I never want to break. Through out all the times I've watched all the episodes, I can't even remember how many times I've watched the seasons over and over. It never gets old. It's almost like you learn something new every time you watch it, because something new catches your eye.

Supernatural is also so different compared to other shows. There are so many shows trying to do things the same, and trying to get their population up because Supernatural has. But nothing is ever going to equal this show. It does things it's own unique way! It's an original, and it's incredible at that!

Jensen and Jared, you became my life, practically my world, It's like I've fallen head over heals for you guys on screen, and off screen, and I would never want it any other way. You guys are the best!

"Even though I will always be just another fan girl in the sea of millions, I shall support you until the end."