I was in the scuicdal position a few times.....I'm not proud of it but I was. But I never stopped fighting. I am in a good place and actually wanting to talk about what it means to be suicidal. I am working on a project in school where I am answering my question, "What makes teenagers suicidal?" All of my friends are now asking me if I am or was and I don't answer because it's a sensitive topic for me.....I have a few friends who cut and almost killed themselves but they refuse to talk about it, it makes me sad to see them that way because they are my best friends. If I acomplish my goal I will be talking to my entire school about the scuicde thing I am working on. I want to make it a big deal at my school because I see it everywhere, I've heard that people are giving other people things to hurt themselves as a form of bullying and I hate it I really do, I watched a friend cry because of it. I want to make the school aware that by telling the bully to stop you aren't doing much. I hope to make a difference in many children's lives. I have seen some of the work Jared has done and that's one of the biggest reasons I want to do this big project, it's an important matter not many people know about and I want awareness for it. Thank you Jensen and Jared for inspiring me to do something I believe in!

I have only been watching Supernatural for 2 years and I haven't been able to stop because I find some of the problems that I have in my life. My friend got me hooked. Then I started to hear about #AlwaysKeepFighting, the semicolons, and how some of the seasons are about the people themselves. I kept watching and kept learning how to deal with my problems on a daily bases. I had some really bad depression and I still have some mental issues but not as bad. I have learned to control some of my demons. I recently lost my aunt to cancer. It was the worse thing on Earth. I felt like I was separated from everybody. I watched Supernatural from the time I got up to the time I went to bed because I had no motivation to do anything. I realized that neither Dean or Sam didn't stop to grieve over anything. They kept trying to find away to save one another and if they couldn't find away they kept their promises they made and went on with life. So at that point I told myself what would Dean and Sam do? From then on I didn't give up on anything. I won't give up on anything ever again because it's not fair you or the people around you. I would like to think Jensen and Jared for not only doing Supernatural but also for Always Fighting for those who can't speak up like I was. Thank you so much for everything you have done!!!!