CHAPTER :
I won't stop fighting
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Kayla Scutti   —   8 years ago

Hi guys! I just wanted to take some time to tell you how Jared and Jensen have impacted my life. When I was in high school I was severely depressed. I had so much going on and I couldn't hold it together. When I was 15 I tried to kill myself by taking a ton of pills, hoping I would just go to sleep and never wake up. I ended up in the hospital and wasn't allowed to go to school for quite a while. In that time I would just lay in bed watching tv or movies all day. This was the time I found and fell in love with Gilmore Girls. I truly believe that Gilmore Girls saved my life. I actually had something to look forward too everyday. When I finished the episodes that were available at the time, I believe it was seasons 1-5, I would start all over again. That is where I first fell in love with Jared.

I eventually got better, through therapy, met my husband and got married. Things haven't been easy for us. We live in New York and make minmum wage, so we had to move in with my aunt and uncle. Things here are not even close to being easy. Because of this I found myself slipping back into my depression where again I would binge watch shows. I found Supernatural and decided to give it a shot seeing how Jared was in it. Aside from Gilmore Girls and Friends I have never found a show that I could watch over and over and never get tired of it. The show has given me life again. Since finding Supernatural my husband and I had a baby girl and are expecting a son in February. When I saw that Jared did the "Always Keep Fighting" campaign, I couldn't help but think that he litterally has no idea how many lives her touches and that he has been doing it for longer than he can imagine. I am so thankful for the cast of both Gilmore Girls and Supernatural for not only saving my life but for giving it back to me again. If Jared does get to read this I just want him to know that I am so thankful to him. He has always been there for me, even though it was just a character in a show, his presence has meant so much to me. When I am able to I will be buying the "Always Keep Fighting" merchandise and wear it with pride.

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